Now that I am out of school, and feeling really lost and unorganized, I'm trying to get focused on what it is I really want to do with this here blog, and my life in general. I keep saying that I need to refocus, or get focused, but the more I do that, the more lost I feel.
I think I know what it is I want. Along with that knowledge, comes the fear. The fear of failure, the fear of losing everything, the fear of not making it. Right now I have a 40 hour a week job; a job I am not too happy with, but it pays the bills and it has it's benefits. The job though is not 9 to 5; it's all over the place, so I really have no way of setting up a schedule when I know I can work here. This is something I will need to work on over the coming weeks. I can't schedule my creativeness, so I will need to save things up for future posts; work on things when I do have the time to use in the future.
I have some ideas for weekly/ monthly posts here. Something to bring people here and share the love of crafting and being creative. I hope you will hang in there with me and come back often. I don't want to say right now what those things will be as I don't want to make promises that I can't keep. So for now, I will work out what of my goals here I can.
I've always said that change can be a good thing, but at the same time it is really hard and scary when you don't know the outcome. I really am looking forward to what I hope the outcome will be.
